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taking back sunday - you're so last summer   
09:57am 20/03/2005
mood: drained

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

And all I n
eed to know
Is that I'm something you'll be missing 
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far 
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name







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tiffany's new lj   
10:16am 19/03/2005
mood: tired as all hell
so i got a new journal...gotta_let_go. idk it's really the only thing i liked without someone else having it.

i havent done a journal entry yet and it looks the same as this one, cuz i suck at changing the way journals look so i was gonna ask Xtina to do me a xcore LJ...PLEEAASSEE! if you have time. lemme know if you can.

ok i gotta go to work now and get yelled at by my boss cuz i didnt go to our meeting this morning. opps!

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06:09pm 17/03/2005
mood: cold

so i realized today that i need to change my LJ name, because December_Love doesn't really apply anymore. so i need everyones help on this one....i want a good one that reminds you of me.






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08:00pm 14/03/2005
mood: curious

so i'm just chillin' at my house and being bored waiting for britt and becky to get herrre.

i developed my familiar strange film at class tonight...my pictures of Rosie came out swwweeettt! she looks xcore while blowing bubbles =). i'm really excited about doing this project, maybe i'll be cool and scan some of the pictures so you guys can see some of my photo shit. god i love this class!!! and a bonus that theres a major hot emo guy named Jason. he's sooo cute and wears cardigans and he has a tattoo around his shoulder of a sunset and some birds flying...it looks pretty cool. that's one of the big reasons why i go to class..to see hot emo boy and to see my girlie Diana. *hi di i know you'll be reading this reading this later...so hi, i think you should go to suda's class with me tomorrow at 9:30 am to do some prints if you're free...call me!*.

any who i'm soo listening to my husband John Mayer right now and gosh he's just the cutest and best husband EVER! ha yeah i wish.

ok well i'm gonna go do something else cuz i dont really have anything else to say....so yeah bye.





that's all I ask of you
:::::i'm a fake:::::   
07:16pm 10/03/2005
mood: horny

so yeah sorry that it's been a week since i've written, but A LOT has happened. Jesse did call, last saturday before i was gonna go to a frat party....so we dropped by when we were lookin all HAWT and he was there! well me and him met finally and talked for like an hour. it was cute cuz he was hella nervous and dropping shit (btw i'm wearing a one piece jean jump suit from JLO..i was lookin goooood and black boots). it was kinda a turn off too how nervous and awkward he was, but meh! well we exchanged numbers and i think we talked the next day for a lil bit cuz i was really sick and he had to work. well the next time i saw him was sunday night and we went to the top of mt. helix and talked & watched the lights....it was still kinda weird but nice to just talk. well he took me home and i knew he was gonna kiss me and he did. the first guy i kiss (from David) in over a year is....HORRIBLE, DISGUSTING AND JUST EEEWWWW! it was quite possibly the worst experience of my life, and it happened more after that. he came over and hung out with me, becky and britt down in britt's room. we watched movies and got In-N-Out (grr), it was all cool until after rebecca left, david called and heard jesse in the background. i guess he was all pissed cuz this jerk off guy named Dustin had to take em home and how he wanted to kick his a$$. then we talked some more and i left britt's room to talk to him, i thought i pissed jesse off but he didnt know it was david. any who jesse leaves and i call david later, we talk for like an hour and i end up going over there. well you can pretty much guess what happened and whatever i'm over it, but i feel guilty cuz of jesse. but what was crazy is that afterwards i ask david if he knew jesse cuz he went to monte vista but graduated 2001. well his first guess was right, Jesse Barlet-May (or whatever) well he goes on to tell me how much of a man whore he is and how he slept with Michelle Mackin (David's best friends ex) i was like wtf? i totally didnt even know he was that bad...while he fucking told me the night before that in high school he was shy and didnt "know he was hot" what the fuck ever! i was kinda pissed and turned off even more (if that was possible) but ended up seeing him the next day while i had a day off. he was on his way to the beach and wanted to see me. so he came over to my house and i didnt want too but he kissed me and just gross! we talked and i got to see his hot bod and hot tattoos (mmm that was nice) he is a pretty hot motherfucker, but kissing is a huge thing to me, oh plus kissing david that night i saw him was like heaven compared to jesse. well to get back to me and david getting busy and me feeling like shit about not telling jesse, eventho we weren't together and he was nothing to me at that point, i told him and he was pretty pissed and hurt. i talked to him the next day(wednesday) and he seemed fine like nothing happened and so he asked me to come over to his house so he could see some of my foto shit and to just hang out. well we watched a movie and hung out, then it happened he asked me what was going on between me and david..he seemed mad again and i didnt know what to say. but i told him that we weren't getting back together but that i'm not over him and we still see eachother..i wasnt about to stop that for a nasty man whore guy that just wants to fuck and not talk to me ever again. any ways he got even more mad and told me he was pissed i wasted his time (like 5 days...geesh) and that he didnt want to talk anymore.....ok. i talked to david later cuz i still felt pretty guilty for doing it (cuz i'm soo not like that) but he said it was like karma and it came back to bite him in the ass, he did that to a lot of girls in h.s.


so that was that and whatever, he was hot, a bad kisser and sooo not worth my time. i was gonna write something else but i forgot. oh i wanna post more pictures but i cant find my digital camera...if you see it lemme know.






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08:55pm 16/02/2005
mood: tired
Do my quiz or I'll kill you in your sleep!!! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

Any who I'm too lazy to write or whatever...so peace out!
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i loved you grey sweatpants, no make-up...so perfect   
06:21pm 13/02/2005
mood: high

ok so i just uploaded my pictures from my digital cam and i wanted to post before and after pics of my hair....

ignore me trying to look sexy...

this was last night (when i got the cut)...me and Lindsay lookin' HAWT!


thank you again to the lovely Xtina for making me go and getting it cut, it's a very good improvement. love you.


i'm going to streak it with caramel and auburn so it'll look even more sweet.


okay i'm to lazy to upload more pics and write more, but there will be a post with lots of goodies in it ; ).

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09:07pm 08/02/2005

This is my survey or whatever the fuck this thing is called....

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: The Used

1 - Are you female or male: Cut Up Angel

2 - Describe yourself: Poetic Tragedy

3 - How do some people feel about you: Hard To Say

4 - How do you feel about yourself: I'm A Fake

5 - Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: The Taste Of Ink

6 - Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: All That I've Got

7 - Describe where you want to be: Buried Myself Alive

8 - Describe where you live: A Box Full Of Sharp Objects

9 - Describe how you love: Noise And Kisses

10- Share a few words of wisdom: Light With A Sharpened Edge


This is Brittney's (my brother's gf)

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: Eminem

1 - Are you female or male: I'm Shady

2 - Describe yourself: Still Don't Give a Fuck

3 - How do some people feel about you: Bitch Please II

4 - How do you feel about yourself: I Love You More

5 - Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Monkey See, Monkey Do

6 - Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Big Weenie, Superman, Soldier

7 - Describe where you want to be: Amityville

8 - Describe where you live: White America

9 - Describe how you love: Crazy In Love

10- Share a few words of wisdom: Bad Guys Always Die


Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: Notorious B I G 

1 - Are you female or male: Playa Hater

2 - Describe yourself: Juicy

3 - How do some people feel about you: Gimme The Loot

4 - How do you feel about yourself: Somebody's Gotta Die

5 - Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Me & My Bitch

6 - Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: My Downfall

7 - Describe where you want to be:  Hypnotize

8 - Describe where you live: Going Back To Cali

9 - Describe how you love: Everyday Struggle

10- Share a few words of wisdom: Ten Crack Commandments



okay that's done now...bye.bye.

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sorry i'm bored and can't sleep...   
10:15pm 23/01/2005
mood: drained

this is my favorite picture of shaney-poo

::some random a$$ pics::Collapse )

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Mexico, Halloween and the new Mr. & Mrs. Atkinson...   
06:58pm 09/11/2004
mood: optimistic

If I move this could dieCollapse )

that's all I ask of you
i've decided   
02:39pm 25/08/2004
mood: flirty




if you would like to continue reading my journal comment and i will add you.




thank you good day.

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are you in or are you out?   
10:06pm 09/08/2004
mood: lonely

so David (my bf) has officially(sp?) moved out of his house into his new casa (sweet house!), but we've been fighting like every night. basically because i'm afraid he always gonna wanna hang out with his roommates and not me. understandable, right? well it's been happening so i'm hurt, duh!

well any who we fought tonight (nothing big, but still). it was over something stupid, but aren't they all? well he had to take me home around 9:30 and i was still mad, so we left angry w/o making up, which we usually always do (making up i mean)!

so we got to my house and we look at each other and i can feel his sadness and it crushes me, then Coheed & Cambria comes on and it's like we never even fought. everything was ok and we just held eachother in perfection while kissing to C&C. it was so cool. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!(and coheed and cambria).



"dear god, i don't feel alive when you're cut short of misery
will you pray it be the end? give a look surprise wide eyed to me
then you'll know just what i am, the scare that triggers your fear
come know me in a different light come know me as god."

- C& C_Delirium Trigger-

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tap on my window....knock on my door   
10:40am 04/08/2004
mood: thankful

I want to make you feel beautiful ♥

 I know I tend to get so insecure

It doesn't matter anymore


It's not always rainbows and butterflies

It's compromise that moves us along

My heart is full and my door's always open

You can come anytime you want


I don't mind spending everyday

Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved

She will be loved!


I know where you hide

Alone in your car

Know all of the things that make you who you are

I know that goodbye means nothing at all

Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls


Tap on my window knock on my door

I want to make you feel beautiful ♥

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02:28pm 30/07/2004
mood: crazy
So David left for Newport earlier today and it sucked xcore :(.

I hate this SO much, but I get to chill with BRITT tonight.

good times start................................NOW BITCHES!

<33333333 T Love
4 Love me that's all I ask of you
i should be in bed sleeping...   
10:29pm 27/07/2004
mood: cold
well i felt the urg to post because i havent in awhile sooooo here i am.

yesterday was my best friend, Brittney's(aka Puffy), birthday so we went to lunch @ The Green Flash in PB, GOOD FRIES, and then she got a rad butterfly tattoo on her hip area.

after David got off work that day we went to his house got his mattress and went up to the top of a mountain and watched the sunset and all the lights in SD :). it was soo beautiful ♥. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!

any who today Britt picked me up and then we went to Wal-Mart for a lil room shopping :D. we got lime green paint for her walls and some white accent stuff. it's gonna look totally rad. well after we got some painting done, David showed up after work...well B asked him how he liked the room and he said "....It makes me wanna roll around in some grass and maybe have a beer." lol my bf is silly.

ok well i should be heading off to bed i got work again tomorrow :(.
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tired as all hell   
11:56pm 22/07/2004
mood: peaceful

So finally Justin gave me some Mexico Pix from the trip, so i posted them in my yahoo photo thing...mexico pics

any who i gotta go to bed, because i got work ALL tomorrow.




sleep tight ya'll.


<333333 T Love

that's all I ask of you
11:42pm 21/07/2004
mood: horny

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ToDaY wAs A gOoD dAy! Plus my first long post :D   
11:03pm 20/07/2004
mood: dorky
so to start out my wonderful day my very hot bf decides to ditch work on my day off so he can spend every second with me. eeee!

it was superb waking up to him kissing me on the forehead and then laying there sleeping with me in his arms :D (i love to cuddle!!). after that i woke up, toke a shower, then we proceeded to schedule out OUR day.

-first we saw Anchorman, we wanted to see Napoleon Dynamite but it was only playing in La Jolla and some other far ghetto a$$ place (grr). Anchorman was definitely funny though, i would recommend everyone see it sooner or later.

-then we came back to my house got some warm clothes for the beach, then headed to my bank to cash my first check from In-N-Out ($41.33...LOL). CASHED ALL OF IT for something special...tell you later.

-after that David needed his beach stuff, so we dropped by his casa and grabbed the goods...then it was off to PB for some quality time with the fam and friends.

we got to the beach at around 5, but didnt actually get down to "the beach" until like 5:45. here's why...


go me.

it hurt kinda and now it just bleeds. blah! it's cute i love it, David loves it, my rents are...uhh who cares, and my bro Topher(Christopher) thinks it's tight :).

after all the excitement it was back to Davey's for more cuddle time before he had to go to bed.

OH and i picked up my check from Pizza Hut...$128.10. BOO YA!

go me again.

alrighty ya'll i'm tired and have work manana, so sleep tight and you know the rest.

<33333 T Love

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::so true::   
12:18am 20/07/2004
mood: sleepy
I hope you can forgive me for that time when
I put my hand between your legs
And said it was small,
Cause it’s really not at all.
I guess there’s just a part of me
That likes to bring you down
Just to keep you around,
Cause the day you that you realize
How amazing you are
You’re gonna leave me

Maria Mena-You Are The Only One
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tired & bored, but still a lover.   
11:03pm 19/07/2004
mood: sore
you are love.
you don't want to be left alone in the end.
you have a passion for life. for sight. for touch.
for breathing. everything is beautiful.
and you want to experiance it all.
sometimes you get so wrapped up in how beautiful
the world is that you can't breathe.
you don't want to die young, and you want to feel
the world.
water. or dirt.

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I'M BACK!   
03:24pm 19/07/2004
mood: loved
so i'm home from lovely Rosarito. SO MUY BUENO!

the house was bomb. i got great pics when i get them i'll post them.

i didnt get drunk much at all and the nights were rough both times with david, we got in some bad fights, but we always make up ;).

we got kicked out early because this Logan guy was be livid and loud at 4 am. grr.

alright i gotta go to work.
that's all I ask of you
i am sooo friggin' excited!   
12:43pm 16/07/2004
mood: excited
so this weekend is my first summer vay-k.

it's a secret, because i told my parents i was going to the river with Sarah (mi amiga), but i'm really going to Rosarito, Mexico with my bf (David) and friends.

this will def be a weekend to remember!

oh yeah and i think i found a roommate to move out with- this girl Emery that my family knows through marine connections. she's cool and maybe she'll let Davey move in with us, because i don't think i can afford 500 a month =(.

any ways i gotta go finish packing and stuff.

peace out.

<33333333 T Love
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11:10am 15/07/2004
mood: exhausted
so this is my new lj.

cool beans.

yeah so i'm about to get off the comp cuz i'm tired and i have a shit load to do today.

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